Assalamualaikum. well I guess I'm supposed to be sleeping by now but yah here i am. sitting on the bed, cuddling my cookie monster & thinking on what to write in my new-blog-skin look. okay where should i start? since the last post that i'd updated was sebulan yang lalu rasanya. haha. laziness has become a mega-virus-that-can't-recover-in-the-mean-time sepanjang digelar penganggur sementara. well, bad habits die hard. haha okay cut the crap. so where am i... okay tadi was my last day kerja kat tadika. malu nak cakap, tapi tadi rasa a bit choked up bila budak budak peluk tanya nak pergi mana. so cukup only for 4 months as a 'teacher sampingan'. i'd learnt many things tanpa saya sedar sebenarya. patience's the most important. honestly, kadang-kadang memang rasa geramnya dengan budak budak ni haha but they only kids. kids kids kids. they're not thinking like we used to think. okay dah dah. so banyak jugak tangkap gambar derang ni. simpan buat kenangan of course. so here are some of the pictures. btw i really love the close-up photos i'd taken. mihmihmih
So after this, lepak lepak je kat rumah. till the end of the month. InshaAllah i'll go to matric in Pahang. but i'm still hoping for the upu. but people says don't count your chickens before they've hatched. redha dan tawakal je sekarang but tbh its easier said than done. sebab pahang jauh gila okay jauh gila. tak boleh nak balik selalu :( so sementara tunggu ni, i'll watching movie & reading novels.
Out of curiousity, i'd kept thinking of something that sometimes make me so messed up. you know, the smallest thing can change your life. in the blink of an eye, something happens by chance, when you least expect it sets you on a course that you never planned into a future you never imagined. I'd always thought and asked myself 'Where will it take you?' day after day I realized that this is the journey of my lives. my search for the light. and i'm more aware that sometimes finding the light means I must pass through the deepest darkness. what doesn't kill us makes us stronger anyway! okay its already 3am now. so till the next post then. Assalamualaikum! :)
Assalamualaikum!
Hi i'm home now! grateful im here. kadang kadang its much better staying at home than hanging around outside. there's nothing more selesa daripada rumah sendiri. home sweet home baby ;) anyway, Alhamdulillah. my life's on the mend! and last week was such a blessing day. with all my effort before, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah! I get what i want. but its all about rezeki. rezeki Allah. and i know, ia semua hanya pinjaman. dnt be suprised kalau Allah tarik semua ni semula. its a note to myself obviously. takut lupa diri dengan kejayaan sementara ni. in fact, im still a human being dengan kekurangan sana sini. im still young anyway! not eighteen yet (lambat lagi birthday okay) so of course there's much longer journey that must be traveled by me, in the future. after this, tak duduk rumah dah. and i'll getting a new experience! hehehe imma big girl now mihmihmih
okay tutup cerita tu. and now the next story! last tuesday, me and family had enjoyed much in uss again! yippie yippie. im so eager this time! its really fun and lively with so many tourist from various countries. its really an amazing day but its an exhausting day tho! and the most enjoyed moment was, shopping! im so crazy with all the cutestuff! in fact, their cuteness's killing me! rasa macam nak ambil semua. grab this grab that. its really good if i've a lot of money, bcs obv i'll do it! indeed! so i end up with two tees and a cute pillow! hehe instead of that, of course i utterly enjoyed the exciting rides and shows! i cnt express my feelings with a word, even with words! especially the 3D Transformers! i really want to ride this hyper-realistic again now!! its really catchy and thrilling! we're Autobots and we're as a freedom fighter! its sangat sangat exciting! then, movie by Steven Spielberg! the thunderstorm's really look for a heck real! im not deceive you okay! and another best ride was Jurassic Park Rapids. we all wet bcs of ths! but i was lucky! bcs i'd bought uss's rainscoat. or its more to 'plasticcoat' hahaha tapi tu pun dah harga 3 dollar. nak buat mcm mna kan, i dnt wanted to be wet or i might being soaked anyway (like my two brothers) woho i think im being a freak now. i should jump the gun. hehe
so after this, i hve to start thinking abt the upu and scholarships. just try my luck. ada rezeki ada lah org nak sponsor, kalau takde its okay! i still hve ptptn hikhik and i'll continue my daily routine as well. but im still torn in two ways right now. between this and that. confiused in making choices. anyway, thank you to those yang always give support, semangat. my friends! and my only sahabat. the nine of you! miss you guys a lot. really, i mean it. aku doakan korang will success di masa hadapan. and dnt ever give up okay! aku tahu korang hebat :'D hehe till we meet again someday!
Hakuna matata!
Assalamualaikum :)
Hi hi hi! Assalamualaikum readers.
Well, its quite been a long time since the last post. gaya busy mcm apa je kan haha actually mood nak bercerita takde. so i'd dcided biar blog ni trbengkalai sebentar. hehehe anyhow, hari hari sebelum ni telah diwarnai dengan hobi yang lama telah ku tinggalkan. jeng jeng jeng. novelsss! ohmygod baca non stop gitu. hbs satu baca lagi satu then lagi dan lagi dan lagi. tak ingat berapa novel dah dalam two weeks ni. i think, it should be five. might be, haha cnt even rmember. tak penting pun. anyway, should i just jump the gun? so here goes the stories....
Friday tak tahu berapa kali lepas (sangat malas tengok calendar) in the morning, ada akad nikah. and Alhamdulillah dengan lafaz ijab dan qabul dua kali, selamat lah sudah dua mempelai ini. ewah. then malam ada Majlis tahlil. and daripada hari sampai haritu till the weeding day busy sangat dengan goodies bag tu tau. aiyo. wtever it is, i'm a real boost! hikhikhik so the next day is the oranges' day! hahaha sangat sangat seronok pakai baju sama. haha sounds funny right. but honestly, i'd say its kinda cute. and its utterly tiring day. but but malam tu makan besar whch means lebih besar daripda biasa or in other words makan banyak. thank you ma sebab belanja. katanya untuk menghargai segala pengorbanan ahli ahli keluarga kecil ni. oh terharu. then after we'd eaten frugally (cewah) ada bukak bukak hadiah kat rumah. Alhamdulillah evrythgs going well. so here some pctures!
Okay next story. ni baru baru ni, cuti raya cina pergi kl! typical holiday. hahaha kl kl kl, ikut jelah mana pegi. so sabtu haritu celebrate birthday along! yayy chclte indlgence! :D lama sangat tak makan ni, tah boikot ke apa ke tak tahu lah. hehehe anyway, Happy Birthday Along! yang ke-24!
Okay then last sunday pegi makan steamboat kat selayang. sebab lapar sangat tak fikir langsung nak tangkap gambar. haha so no pctures! anyway, best sangat sebab all my favourite foods ada! ada sotong, prawn, crab, cendawan. haa semua semua lah except siput. tk berapa gemar hehe. okay then last monday pulak pegi sg. congkak kat hulu langat kot. tah lah kan. tak sure. okay malas nak cerita panjang. bcs pctures could tell a thousand words! a bit hyperbola di sini. hehe so tadaaaaa!
End of the stories! just a short one, err i think so. hikhik okay till here then byebye love yah!
Assalamualaikum
Heeeeeellooooo! Assalamualaikum ;)
Lama tak update blog! i hope thre's smeone who's missing me *cough* hehehehehehe well pejam celik pejam celik i'm already eighteen! wahaaaa no more baju sekolah no more kasut sekolah no more tudung sekolah. no more no more. but the reality is that when you're not going to school means you are going to dead slowly and become a zombie. indeed! hahaha unless you hve smthg tht got bnefits to do. hehehe dulu aku pun macam tu jugak. but its seems tht it hve come to the end. hehe i've been pretty busy lately with a new daily routine. you know wht, i'm a guru tadika right now! wkwkwkwkwkwk its almost been for a month now but its just for a moment, hanya untuk mengisi masa lapang while waiting for the result. lagipun kerja only waktu petang. so naturally, i'm not fully being a teacher hehe not at all. anyway, i did enjoy my work! Alhamdulillah. okay haritu dah beli numb pin for upu. and i'm totally on the horns of dilemma right now. the most thing i'm concerned about at the moment is this! this! wht course, whch university nak further. layak ke nanti, boleh ke nak go on dgn apa yang kita pilih nti. tak senang tau budak lepasan spm ni. kena fikir masa depan masa depan masa depan. ke mana kan ku pergi~ hakhakhak so i suppose duduk diam dulu. nanti dah keluar result and kena tanya anyone yang berpengalaman so baru boleh decide nk isi apa. anyhow, rezeki semua terletak di tangan Allah. inshaAllah everythgs hppen for a good reason. Ameen. btw, yesterday i've got a letter from one malaysia brilliance for an interview apa tah. and bila bukak fb tgk semua org tgh ckp pasal ni hahaha so i need an explanation abt ths. eleh poyo je. bukan pegi pun. well i've got an important wedding to attend ths saturday! wohooo along is getting married! my kakak sedara is on her way to become raja sehari! meissoooooexciteeeeeeed ;D so esok dah nak gerak balik kampung and tolong tolong. hehe still hve a lot thngs tht need to be done! Okay till here then, bye for now! toodles~
Assalamualaikum! Hiiii :D
I have decided to start it again. which means i've deleted all my previous posts. but please don't ask me why cause i ain't goin' to answer that. hehe em em well its almost a month after being called 'spm candidates' and me not doing anything but kerja asyik goyang kaki dalam bilik. ugh the boredom is killing me , literally. sad me. pity me. but anyway , i've already attended the kursus kpp. kursus kurikulum pendidikan pemandu selama 5 jam yang sangat membosankan and hanya boleh focus dalam sejam dua je hehe and and and i'm goin' to do the computer test on this saturday which i getting lazy studied for. but just to show that i really do care about this license thingy , i'll jawab semua 500 soalan dalam buku tu okay. yay me ! tapi nanti kena pegi kursus lagi for 6 hours!! and then baru lah belajar drive and test jpj. the long journey that i need to go through. rasa macam tak percaya this-not-so-big girl dah habis sekolah. cepatnya cepatnya cepatnyaaaaaaaa. so many things to think about from now. course apa nak ambik. engineer-to-be or dentist-to-be hahahahaha i'm dreaming too much right now oh shy me. hikhik but to be frank , i'm getting scared of things i shouldn't be scare of act. meet new people isn't easy as that. especially for me yang tak berapa nak peramah :| em ths makes me remind of those ancient moments. i miss them. form two is the most best part chillin' with my only sahabat. great memories w seniors and blablabla haha dnt have to tulis kat sini kan. i just wanna meet them again someday and create a more precious memories bfore kita semua belajar tempat lain nanti. hahaha jangan gelak please. okay please. hahaha :p senyap senyap je okay! inshaAllah ada rezeki ada jodoh kita jumpa okay dah. hehehe emm eh btw i've been dreaming tau nak belajar overseas hahahaha then i would feel living in a city full of snow masa musim winter weheee shy me again. aaaaaaaaaaaa Dear self , please get a life asap. sincerely, me :'''D hehe okay not going to memalukan diri lagi. but please pray for my spm result to those yang dah baca entry ni. ikhlaskan diri anda hikhik okay byee guysss till the next post wkwkwkwkwkwk ^.^ Assalamualaikum!
